From the beginning!!

Hi my name is Samantha Gaines! I'm 20 I got pregnant almost 1 year and a month ago. I was starting out being independent wanting to make a name for myself. I had just started to date someone.we went from living in a hotel to living in a trailer to living with my parents. In December of 2015 I took a pregnancy test learned I was pregnant. Three days later I was bleeding I was having a miscarriage. My boyfriend was devastated I was horrified. All I ever wanted was a child. My boyfriend an I stayed together. Moved to my parents...in February we found that I was still pregnant. We did our own research to find that it was possible that we had twins and my body chose which one I would keep bcos i couldn't handle both children physically. My pregnancy wasn't easy with me being bipolar and having anxiety. When I gave birth to my beautiful 9 lbs 2 oz 20 in long baby girl my life became amazing but it was also like a train hit a break wall. Now it's 4 months later an I decided I needed to document my life journey I'm 20 not married but in a very complicated relationship. I live with my parents I'm half way to my GED diploma I have a 4 month old daughter. No job bipolar with learning disabilities this is my long unending journey!